GREATEST PHONE CALL EVER!!!!!

WHAT UP WORLD?,

Okay, i cant really explain the rush i'm feeling right now, like i feel like that kid that got the sexist,thickest, most limber chick on the cheerleading squad to have his children, THATS HOW MUCH THAT CONVO INSPIRED ME!!!!!! I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN IT BETTER BUT I WILL OFFER THIS AS A STARTER AHHHHH!!!, THAT CONVO WAS THE SINGLE MOST NERVOUS CONVO I'VE EVER BEEN IN! BUT IT WAS A DOPE NERVOUS! LIKE A CAN SEE MYSELF AND CHARLES LIKE CHILLIN AND TALKIN ABOUT INCUBUS AND MAKE BEATS, MAN I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHARLES JUST MOVED INTO MY TOP 3, YEAH I SAID IT TOP 3!!!!



ITS MORE THEN JUST GETTIN ON STAGE AND SPITTIN REMEMBERED SONGS TO A BEAT, I LOVE THE WAY ALL THESE NEW ARTIST THAT ARE COMIN ALONG MAKE ROOM FOR THE CUSTOMER, OR IN CHARLES' CASE *STARCHASER* THAT PHONE CALL SINGLE HANDLY BOOSTED MY CONFIDENCE 100 MILLION PERCENT THANKS CHARLES!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEEDED IT!!! TO SEE SOMEONE COME FROM WAAY WORSE SURROUNDSING THEN MYSELF AND STILL MAKE A CONTRIBUTION TO HIP HOO MUSIC AND LIFE IN GENERAL IS AMAZING! MOST RAPPERS MIGHT SAY THAT THEY REALLY GET INTUNE WITH THERE FANS BUT THEY REALLY DONT MAKE AN ATEMPT TO AND ITS SAD.

I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST HEARD OF CHARLES HAMILTON, I STUMBLED UPON HIM ON HIM IN A CVS, I WAS IN THERE TO GET A DRINK AND I SAW THE FRESHMAN XXL COVER AND THE FIRST PERSON THAT I NOTICED WAS W.A.L.E. MAINLY B/C OF THAT ROOTS TRACK, BUT ANYWAY, I YOUTUBE'D EACH OF THE MC'S ON THE COVER AND C.H WAS FIRST, THE FIRST TRACK I HEARD WAS "NOVEMBER 10TH" WHICH WAS A SAMPLE FROM CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY WHICH WAS DOPE!!!!!!!!! AFER THAT I BECAME A INSTANT FAN, BUT I REALLY ENJOY THE MESSAGE THAT HE BRINGS IS R E A L M U S I C, THE ONLY PERSON THAT WA BRINGING REALY MUSIC BEFORE C.H WAS LU, AND KANYE, BUT I LIKE THE ROCK INFLUENCE, B/C JUST LIKE HIM I BELIEVE THAT THE ROCK GENRE BRINGS A "REALNESS AND EMOTION" WHETHER YOU WANT IT OR NOT. NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT MUSICIAN'S HAVE A BIG HILL TO CLIMB AS FAR AS THE MUSIC INDUSTRY GOES *GO FIGURE, RIGHT?, LOL* BUT ITS HARDER FOR A MUSICIAN TO EXPRESS HIMSELF/HERSELF AND DO WHAT HE/SHE ARE KNOWN FOR DOING B/C THE LABELS WNT COOKIE CUTTER KINKO'S COPIED RAPPER, NOT MC'S R A P P E R S. THE MOST INFLUENIAL LINE I'VE EVER HEARD FROM ANY MC SINCE LU: " I'M BLESSED TO BE IN A POSITION TO EXPOSE THE TRUTH, IF THEY KILL ME FOR IT, LET ME DIE ALONE IN THE BOOTH."- JEEZY HAMILTON.

IF I HAD TO DESCRIBLE CHARLES HAMILTON'S RAPPING IT WOULD BE KNOWN AS

"ABSOLUTE TRUTH-

"Absolute truth" is defined as inflexible reality: fixed, invariable, unalterable facts. For example, it is a fixed, invariable, unalterable fact that there are absolutely no square circles and there are absolutely no round squares.




B/C NOTHING IS MORE REAL THEN LIFE, ESPEICALLY WHEN YOU'VE LIVED THRU CERTAIN THINGS THAT SOME PEOPLE ONLY DREAM ABOUT, WHICH IS STUPID TO ME, I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHY PEOPLE HEAR CERTAIN THINGS THAT ARE LESS THEN POSITIVE, THEY ATEMPT TO RECREATE IT AND GLORIFY IT, I UNDERSTAND CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES THAT CASE MIGHT BE VALID BUT MORE OFTEN THEN NOT THATS NOT THE CASE. I THINK THAT.......WAIT I KNOW THAT I'M JUST ONE OF THE MANY CHARLES STANS THAT ARE OUT THERE BUT WHAT MAKES ME DIFFERENT IS THAT I KNOW HOW TO TAKE CRITICISM AND LEARN FROM IT, FOR INSTANCE WHEN SONIC TOLD ME THAT HE UNDERSTOOD MY FOCUS BUT I NEEDED TO BALANCE THE INDUSTRY AND MY REAL LIFE, IT CLICKED THAT THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN STOP ME FROM SUCCEEDING IN THE INDUSTRY IS MYSELF....AND FOR THAT I APOLOGIZE TO ANY PERSON THAT I LIED TO BY STATING THAT I WASN'T SMART OR HANDSOME OR ANY OF THE ABOVE THE REASON FOR THE APOLOGY IS B/C I NOW UNDERSTAND THAT IT TAKES SOME THAT HATES THEMSELVES TO SHOOT DOWN EVERY SINGLE POSITIVE STATEMENT EVER MADE, I GUESS ITS FROM MY SURROUNDINGS, BUT I CAN'T SOLELY BLAME IT ON THAT, ITS ALSO MY UNDIEING ABILITY NOT TO GIVE UP, I GUESS THATS WHAT THE MAIN FOCUS OF MY LIFE IS ABOUT NOT GIVING UP OR GIVING IN.





THIS SONG IS FOR MY FUTURE WIFE THE WONDERFULLY BEAUTIFUL NIKKI JEAN...

MY ENTIRE LIFE I'VE ONLY CONVERSED MUSICALLY, EVERY SINGLE CONVO I'VE EVER HAD HAS ENDED AND BEGUN WITH MUSIC, NO MATTER THE TYPE JUST MUSIC AND CHARLES IS ONE OF THOSE OF DUDES JUST FROM TALKIN TO HIM FOR THE 10 MINS THAT I DID THAT LETS ME KNOW THAT HE'S VERY SMART ON THE BUSINESS FRONT AS WELL AS THE MUSIC FRONT. I KNO THIS MIGHT LOOK LIKE A LONG OBESSION WITH CHARLES BLOG ENTRY *WHICH IT IS* LOL, BUT I JUST WANT HIM AS WELL AS EVERYONE ESLE IN THE XXL FRESHMAN CATERGORY THAT WITHOUT YOU GUYS THERE WOULD BE NO ME, SO THANK YOU!!!!


P.S.

THANK YOU AGAIN CHARLES *LISTENING TO THE TRACK "SHININ'"*

SUICIDE HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE AS A LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER BUT I KNO NOW THAT SOMEONE OUT THERE UNDERSTANDS MY FOCUS, AND THAT TRACK HELPS ME GET THRU EACH DAY, SUICIDE CREEPS IN BUT I'M LIKE "IF CHARLES CAN MAKE IT SO CAN I ." SO BASICALLY I'M SAYING THAT YOU AS WELL AS 5 OTHER ARTISTS ARE KEEPING ME ALIVE!! *STARTS TO CRY A LITTLE*. THANKS!!!